Iโ€™ve been MIA ๐Ÿ˜ณ I have news for you!!

I wanted to share a little update

I believe my last post was February 19th, 2022!! It was just five short days that really seemed a big blur to me after some huge life changing news. You see, at the end of January I had decided to make an appointment with my primary care provider for some concerns I felt I was having & led to an appointment for some ultrasounds to discover what could be the culprit.

Interesting enough you know, sometimes we have these universal nudges or you can even have your higher self present to you a choice to make, some news, a piece of information, a statement, even a single word that makes you look deeper into it for some answers. Is it just me? No? Ok, I didnโ€™t think so. Letโ€™s just get to it. A week prior to this special event I had my dollar tree test thatโ€™s been sitting in my closet for months get knocked off my shelf in my closet to the floor that for whatever reason I kept just eye ๐Ÿ‘ balling it laying there after the umpteen hundred of times that I didnโ€™t just pick the dang thing up. Left it on the floor! I typically read into everything because all things can mean something and thatโ€™s my opinion. Well letโ€™s fast forward to Valentineโ€™s Day morning, this was the day after one of my besties had shared with me some news that sheโ€™s expecting!!! I asked her to come over and spend Valentineโ€™s Day with me and she had some goodies from Mount Shasta to give me anyways and a special present!!! Boy did I not expect the news I was going to find out!! Soโ€ฆ.. Valentines morning is upon me & itโ€™s early. I am going to the restroom (yes, may be TMI) butโ€ฆโ€ฆ. I hear MY OWN VOICE in my head say โ€œTAKE THAT TEST!!โ€. To be honest with you, I thought nothing of it until later that mid morning when I received the text message that sheโ€™s on her way over I had a notion that the โ€œtake that test!โ€ was that I need to take that pregnancy test that fell off the shelf in my closet that I have stared at for over a week every time I walked passed it. My dear friend gets here and I tell her about my voice I heard to take the test, I think Iโ€™m crazy but can she hang out with the littles while I go pee on this test. I do it!!! Not even a minute passes and itโ€™s POSITIVE! I had no idea! I had no inclination. Nor did I want to be!!! I was to start my cycle the next day & not to mention Iโ€™ve taken precautionary action to NOT get pregnant including 2 plan B on a few occasions JUST to be extra cautious. Yes Iโ€™m being extremely open and vulnerable. We decided to go to the store and purchase another test that was digital and not just a dollar tree pregnancy test to send to my husband who was probably having a heart attack at work and prove to him I didnโ€™t just have my bestie pee on a stick ๐Ÿคญ๐Ÿซฃ. Againโ€ฆ.Positive, and very much positive. I had since taken 5 home pregnancy tests as well as a blood test with the hospital. Your girl here is very much pregnant. Letโ€™s just say that my end of January appointment that we initially scheduled ultrasounds for to discover whatever ailments I was having in this said ultrasound well couldโ€™ve been myself being just hyper in tune with my body and my reproductive cycle. That the life cycle process has started!!! Iโ€™m thinking what I was experiencing was my body telling me that it was in preparation for creating life and bringing this soul who was definitely persistent at making a presence known. February 18, 2022 we had a confirmation in my ultrasound that was now turned into a prenatal ultrasound that there in fact was an intact embryo and very much pregnant. EDD of 10/22/2022โ€ฆ look at all of them Angel numbers baby! Universe had another plan for me. We are expecting daughter number 2, child 6 for our family.

I have been processing, managing this pregnancy, and extreme all day sickness the first 3.5 months, figuring out my new routines as a stay at home momma to two young ones at home still. Stepping back away from fear of what happened my last delivery (I had hemorrhaged) the fact that this is my 7th pregnancy, 6th baby & just our new life ahead!! I have been taking a break from life just to function daily and listening to my body. How beautiful is this though that I get to be pregnant with one of my dearest friends who is due just the day after me!!! We find out one day apart we are expecting! & just the miraculous ways the universe creates things in our life. Did I even mention one of my gifts was this GIANT heart shape rock from this most magical place!! Mount Shasta! Hearts have sooo much meaning to me. They show up daily!

This pregnancy is absolutely magical in the synchronizations and Iโ€™m just ready to absorb all of this in the most positive ways possible while still continuing to manage what my souls purpose entails.

I wanted to update my absence here and begin to share this website I created and my love for what feeds my soul with all who this comes in contact with.

So to my audience, my family and my friends, Thank you for being here!